I’ve posted on here several times over the years, most recently just before lockdown. I’m in my late 20s and still live at home. I don’t want to post details of my job on here, but I’m on a very low income. But too high to claim Universal Credit (UK income support) I have no friends, and very controlling parents. I don’t like to admit that, as I feel like I’m betraying them by saying that. They’re extremely homophobic. Coming out and living with them isn’t an option. But due to my financial situation moving out isn’t an option either, and with the current crisis, seems even less likely. I’ve had a couple of guys I’ve spoken to, one who I met, who I do genuinely believe would’ve liked to be my friend, if not more. I’m not allowed friends, so obviously I ended up pushing them away. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so lonely, but I’m completely stuck.