A couple of minutes ago, I finished my dinner (rice, carrots, spinach, 14 pieces of chicken as well as roasted milk tea with tapioca pearls for dessert), I realize it is a lot of food but I thought since i am eating veggies, like carrots and spinach, that it was still somewhat healthy. Whenever I eat too much, I have a reflex of throwing it all up. However, I would not call myself bulimic because I do not force myself to throw up by putting my finger or any other object down my throat. I simply just throw up as a reflex. i was wondering if this would count as an eating disorder. Would it be binge-eating disorder? I also think it could be because I take several medications for depression and psychosis/schizophrenia. I used to be 115 pounds in my teens but when I reached 21 and because of antipsychotic meds, I shot up to 160, then to 180.....several months ago, I was at the 160s range but for some reason, after visiting a personal trainer, I reached the 170s and haven't been able to get back to the 160s. I am 5'2 so this means I am overweight, perhaps even obese. It was quite disappointing because I thought seeing a personal trainer would help me LOSE weight but instead, I gained like 10 pounds! I stopped seeing the trainer but I still work out by walking and doing exercise DVDs. I was around 177 pounds a few weeks ago then, by some miracle, I went down to 173 pounds. Right now, I am around 175 pounds. I am not sure why I passed the 160s range and can't back to that range, but maybe it is my age (I'm almost 25) or because my psychiatrist increased my antipsychotic dose. Anyway, I would like to know if any one has had any experience with binging and purging but not purging on purpose bur rather as a reflex. Thanks everyone.