Hi, I've been medically diagnosed with social anxiety and panic disorder since my 1st year of middle school. I will never forget "it" or what brought it all on. My life changed forever in such a crappy way that I shut down when I get overwhelmed shaky and I find it hard to speak. Plus here's a bonus cookie "I'm deaf in my left ear since elementary school. The Metallica concert was awesome but did I have to go permanently deaf for it? I would hope not but oh well.