I consider myself a lesbian but I am obsessed with Mulder from X Files (lol). I usually don't have crushes on male characters but for some reason I really like him. I don't crush on guys in real life, its just him. It's like I'm gay except for him. Is that weird? I can't see myself with a guy, but if he was real I feel like I could date him. Maybe I just like him because its safe - I don't have to ever actually have sex or anything its just harmless you know? I don't know.