Hi, posted here looking for advice but tbh its never really works i leave here ending up more confused, i need some clarity. The issue around my sexuality has plagued my whole life, its like a block mentally as in the things i should be doing like enjoying stuff and pursuing goals these stuff have taking a back seat and i am stuck on a loop of depression, anxiety and just total negativity. The doubt, denial, fear whatever it may be is holding me back. Also i am afraid to be vulnerable as i feel i am holding back and wish i could tell her that i think i am gay and it wont go away. But i can never tell her this. Please if anybody can offer advice. This is heartbreaking i read posters like @SiennaFire and @HereWeGo and it makes me worried as i dont want to be in that position in the future. I hate this its so shit. Please if anyone can talk to me and try sift through my issues maybe even step by step.