It's almost been a year since I've been with my g/f but I want to keep exploring my sexuality. With that i mean making connections with humans that are going through similar situations. Ultimately, just being free. I've tried to mask this side of me by going to church and acting as if i enjoy life. I'm always stressing and often not in the greatest moods. I've downloaded an app to connect with others and off course have to be careful my g/f doesn't find out. My intention is not to cheat but chat and make friends. FYI. But in the end, its not right. Also, i'm too old for this nonsense. This is becoming a burden to me and i feel terrible about ending things. What do you guys think?