Soooo Hello everyone, I’ve been using this website for a while as it has helped me gain retrospect on my entire situation. Although, I would love to hear some opinions, so bare with me if you can. I am a 22 year old and I’m a lesbian. I’ve known this since I was about 15 when I found myself attracted to one of my teammates in high school, ending in a secret “relationship.” Took my 4 years to come out to one of my friends that I met at college. Since then I have came out to a lot of my friends in college and am feeling more confident. Now to the story, I met a friend, we will call her Morgan. Morgan and I have always had a different friendship, but I always assumed she was straight as she always had a boy she was talking about. After a while, I started to gain feelings for her, after I felt like she was starting to flirt with me and had the same feelings. Even though e have a connection, I was always protecting my heart to not fall into the “straight girl trap” again and fall in love with someone who can’t love me back. But then, we hooked up once when we were both drunk.. and then ignored it. I was black out so I didn’t remember the next morning and she didn’t tell me until 5 months later, I think she was confused herself. Over those 5 months, I felt as if there was something between us, but we never told each other. Then she gets a boyfriend and 4 months in we hook up again!! She tells me she would never do this with anyone else and that I was the only person she would have sex with other than her bf. But we didn’t just have sex... we made love and she was into it, for a second time. Then she tells me that she actually has hooked up with a girl in high school too and has kissed a few girls before. I think I might be the only girl she has ever had strong feelings for and that makes me happy. We confessed on a drink night that our friendship has always been different and we have this connection that we can feel. I’ve started to give up as she is still with her bf and I respect that. The only problem is we are hiding how we feel in front of our friends and her bf. Although, I think that he has started to catch on to the feelings we have for each other. She is the most confusing person when I’m with her because i know how she feels but deep down I think she has been suppressing it this whole time. I don’t blame her. This is the first girl in so long that has truly caught my heart like she has. She was the first friend at my new college that I admitted my orientation to, and we wernt the closest either. There’s undeniable sexual tension between us that makes it awkward to hangout by ourselves, it’s like we don’t know what to do or say. We have never really been able to... I have known her for almost 3 years now and my feelings haven’t changed. Should I give up? Do y’all think she is bisexual and isn’t ready?