basically, finding coming out frustrating as fuck. Told myself that I'd tell my best mate by the end of summer, but that times come and gone. Sometimes I just sit up at night with an urge to phone him and just tell him but obviously I don't, maybe it's because I feel like we aren't as good friends anymore and so I'm unsure if he won't react as well as I used to think he would have. Also is it strange that I only have a desire to tell him? Especially seeing as I'm certain he already knows. Not really sure what I'm getting at just find this whole scenario of being bi weird af and don't get why it's big yet at the same time have a big urge to tell someone. Yet still I don't say anything, there's that invisible barrier that's been there since I was like 12.