Thats interesting. Yeah straight women don’t sleep with other women...haha. Although back when I first realised I liked women and was in a relationship with a women, having sex with a woman, I would probably have sworn blind I was straight at that point. I guess it’s hard to know why she freaked out, maybe she doesn’t even really know herself. I can totally understand all those conflicting emotions towards her. I think we all have a path not taken, I wonder about this too, often. I agree, it is liberating to be more open about it. A relief, almost.