I'm just curious to see if anyone can relate. So, I'm cisgender. I've almost always identified as female, I did briefly question that when I was about fifteen when I wondered if I was gender-fluid or non-binary but I came to the conclusion that I am most comfortable in a female identity. However, I do have a significant amount of dreams about gender. I've had dreams about coming out as a trans guy. Plus, I've had dreams about coming out as genderfluid. In these dreams I've felt rather self-conscious about my body. So, in real life I used to be a little insecure about being small-chested. However, overtime I became comfortable with this aspect of myself and now I'm not usually bothered by it, rather it's just another aspect of me. In these dreams though I actually feel uncomfortable about my chest not being flat enough, which is a strange sensation. Weirdly I've had days like that in real life, but it's less common than the former feeling. On a few occasional days I've actually flip-flopped between the two feelings which is distracting and confusing. Maybe an intrusive thought perhaps? I've also had changing feelings about my rectangular body shape / lack of curves. Sometimes I'm self-conscious about it, but most of the time I feel comfortable or happy with it. My feelings can influence the clothes I pick, if I'm feeling self-conscious about the lack of hips I'll usually go for clothes that tuck my waist in / bring attention to the waist. Whereas, on days where I want a less defined frame I tend to choose loose fitting button-up shirts over a t-shirt. If I'm feeling self-conscious about my chest showing too much, I might wear loose tank tops. But on other days I'll wear the exact same thing and feel uncomfortable about how flat it makes me appear, so I'll pick a different t-shirt. I'm not quite sure what's going on there. Anyway, in these dreams, I've had moments where I've felt insecure about my voice. However, in real life I'm actually quite happy with my feminine tone and I never feel insecure about it. Sometimes I have dreams about dressing in drag. I've wondered about trying that out before in real life but I never have. Not fully sure why I feel like doing so, I don't even wear make-up under regular circumstances. There's something about trying out being that persona that's oddly compelling to me. I've been to drag shows before but it wasn't really my thing, yet I do wonder about trying it myself. Heh. Perhaps it's secretly the targeted ads that I keep seeing that's got me wondering. I get ads for button-up men's shirts and also flowery flowing dresses. Both of them appeal. Sometimes I wonder if I want to dress more androgynous or if I want to go for a more feminine look (maybe even combine them). Depends on the day really.