Hello all! Always, but more recently, I have a lot of negative feelings toward my boobs and my chest. I am a 20 year old, (as far as I know at this moment) cis female, and I do not feel like my body belongs to me. I look at my chest in the mirror and hate them and hate them on me. I don’t want them and partially feel like I’m not supposed to have them. They have never looked or felt right to me. Ever since I started growing boobs, I have always tried to hide them, wearing sports bras, even sometimes wrapping ace bandages around them when I was in middle school. As I got older, I just wore baggy shirts and multiple sports bras. I have considered binding, but I am hesitant. My chest has never been small, and I recently gained weight, causing them to grow even bigger, making me feel even worse about my body. I also despise my wide hips. I even have struggled with eating disorders a lot in the past, as “last resort” type of attempts to make my chest/hips smaller. I was almost hospitalized when I was 14. It has been a constant battle of trying to remain healthy but always struggling mentally bc I hate my body and hate looking in mirrors. I don’t know if this is what dysphoria is, or feels like. I also don’t want to take these terms and this language away from trans/nb folks. Being nb is something that has been on my mind lately, when I think of what I ideally want to look like and how I dress, it’s more androgynous and yet I still am on the fence. TLDR; I think I’m experiencing body dysphoria, have always thought I was a cis female? Thoughts? Opinions? Advice? Tips?