i sent the letters to my parents and i still have not stop thinking about it i don't really know what to do i'm just to scared is it to late to run and hide away for ever? because that's what i feel like doing right now. my mom did call me today we talk for like hours and hours i cancelled my trip to seattle just so i could get my everything sorted out with my mom, she's just planing on surprising me and she wants to talk i'm scared since i was never really close to my dad he seems just like he's always been i have nothing to add in for him he's just there i guess