I came across an article yesterday talking about how a person can be a catalyst in self realization. How this woman described her experience was like reading my own mind. I do not have a romantic or physical relationship with my catalyst but she has had the same effect on me. I hate to throw word “love” around like it’s nothing but I truly feel I have a type of love for this woman. It’s something I have never experienced not even with a man. She holds so much of me and she’s doesn’t even know it. It’s kinda scary. I’ve felt this way for over for over a year now, literally from the moment I met her I have never stopped thinking about her. Something that was mentioned in the article was even though nothing may develop with the catalyst, they change your life forever. I feel that completely, I question so many things now, I look at things so much different now that I know my life will never be the same as it was before her. Do you all have a similar catalyst experience?