I had a second session with my therapist today and we went into depth about my sexuality. It felt really wonderful to come out to be honest. I have a wife and two kids whom I love dearly. In so many ways, my life is perfect. I don’t what I will say to my wife but I know I have to tell her. I am still struggling with with knowing the best path forward. I realize that I need to come out before I have the answers. I don’t know whether I can stay in a straight marriage, whether I can be married to a woman and still see men (open relationship), or whether I need to separate and date men exclusively. Of course, I realize that my wife may have her own answers too. I have been here before and told a therapist only to run back in the closet. It feels exhilarating and terrifying at the same time. I am just worn down by this struggle.