Do you ever have times where things are so bad that you can’t possibly think good will come? Then good does come. Diamond in your face and in your hands. The life you’ve never had, to it being taken away and you’re just told “To process it and move on.” Absolutely sucks. I was balling my eyes out this morning on the bathroom floor. People promised they would help and then the time for it to come they just back out. Sorry I just needed to get this out. So many things happened in a space of three days and my birthday is on Tuesday and I just feel highly overwhelmed. A million thoughts running through my head with no room to catch up. I can’t even concentrate on my important writing project. Plus somedays I feel confused that I repeat in my head “bisexuality isn't 50/50”, 100 times a minute and try to find things to make me feel more bi. I’m still struggling being more into the opposite sex and only realising at 13 in a new friendship I could develop romantic feelings for girls and then it opened up being sexuality attracted to some girls and seeing myself dating a woman but way more into guys. I feel like I’m numb and my brain is exploding. Life is somewhat getting better slowly but we had been chosen for a property and had help. Signed the lease and was ready to start packing. Then to be told “No”. We had the option for a better life and it was taken away in an instant. Any advice on how to manage the next few days stress wise? Coping techniques etc..... Thank you so much to everyone on EC for your kindness and support through everything.