about 2 weeks ago, my boyfriend (I guess technically ex boyfriend) of 2 years committed suicide. Since that day, my depression has spiraled down, and I haven't come out of my room but 4 times. I can't help but feel like I made him do it, I broke up with him 2 days before he did it. I just can't get that thought out of my head, "you made him do it" "you killed him" I don't even know if I can take any more. Any advice would help I guess.