This year is the most lonely year for me. I know that I never hoping to celebrate my birthday day. I forbidden my wife to celebrate my birthday and she was only bought a piece of pizza then sang birthday song. I wish I have a boyfriend who send me a greeting cards to say happy birthday. There is no reason to be love and there is no reason to love someone. Someone who has love will always remember the person he loves. I know birthday greetings is very expensive and no boyfriend is a challenge. But I am still lucky that a friend who knows me some months ago care to me even though he dont know my birthday. Good bye, it is difficult to get a gay true love.