I'm born male. I feel like my feminine side is most prominent when I am sexually stimulated. As a result...I am contemplating castration, theoretically. When I was a young child, me feeling like becoming a female was rarely a serious issue. Now, I feel that way on a daily basis some of the time. But not enough to want to become transgender, because my male self is still there as well. Of course, the major consequence to castration would be that is that I would lose my sex drive with women when my male self is in control. But...not like women have ever been worthwhile/tranquil to me anyway.... I'll talk to a therapist. But this feeling is too painful.