Am I even attracted to other women anymore? I've identified as bisexual for about 5 years now and it's felt comfortable. But lately I've been really on the fence about my attraction to women. I've only ever dated men. I've only ever been intimate with men. I've never done anything more than kiss another woman. I don't look at women and think that I want to be with them. I look at them as a woman complimenting another woman on her looks. I have zero clue if I'm even sexually attracted to them anymore. I tried something yesterday that confirmed to me that I prefer intimacy with only one other person, but one of my best female friends was there and I only felt awkward the whole time. I didn't enjoy it. It's extremely rare that I want to be intimate with another woman, and I'm honestly terrified of the thought. I don't want to suddenly say that I'm not bisexual anymore because I'm not straight, and my coworkers could tell when they met me that I'm not straight, but I don't know what to do anymore. This isn't the first time I've questioned if I'm actually bisexual, but no label feels right. Not even queer. I wish I was straight again. It would be so much easier. Anyone have any advice? I'm so confused and it's kind of tearing me apart on the inside.