Hello all, I've been on a path of discovery and exploration for about two years now. I've had experiences with guys during this time. It's all have been pretty much hidden and I've enjoyed myself. However, i feel guilt afterwards. Also, i keep on questioning is this really me? Do i really like this? Thinking back I do enjoy it. But I've decided to repress this feelings and urges that i get from time to time. Not only that but i find myself missing those moments. Also, I'm in a committed relationship with a girl and its been awesome. However, this keeps haunting me. I'ts been almost a year of trying to forget and repress all of this. Has anyone gone thru something similar. Any advice?