Hello. I was born a female and I’m still living as one today. Ever since I was younger I would constantly look at boys and have this weird feeling of wanting to be one. I would create scenarios in my head as if I was one. I have memories of also feeling discomfort in my body. When I started to grow breasts I freaked out told my mom I didn’t want them. I remember I used to sleep on my stomach and thought that maybe if I did that they wouldn’t grow anymore. I thought I would grow out of this feeling but it is always in the back of my mind. It never goes away. I get envious of boys all of the time wondering what if I was born a boy. I try to experiment with boys clothing and I find myself happier when I dress more masculine. I look at myself in the mirror and imagine a boy looking back. I rarely show my breasts. I’m always wearing sports bras and really annoy the feeling of a flat chest. I’ve only told two friends how I feel and they were supportive but I think they are still confused. I can’t seem to come out and live the life that I’m always imagining. I’m 18 years old right now and I’m so lost. I’m scared to say anything to my family and or more people because I feel like they will judge me. I hate the thought of being different but I want to do something about this because it is eating me alive. The only thing that is holding me back is what if I regret this? I need some answers. Please let me know if these are signs of being transgender.