I have really been questioning this for the past while and it bothered me to the point that I'll ask here. I know that the obvious answer would just be "get laid and find out". I've been told that I'm good looking but that's out of the question for now due to acne (on medication right now for the 4th time but as usual it's not helping). The following will be nsfw since I will end up being vulgar. I considered myself bisexual for quite a while, but now I have a feeling that I might not even be that. I always had crushes on women, even more than with dudes. Still, I can never imagine myself being intimate with a woman simply because vaginas are the grossest thing ever. In fact, once I watched a closeup of one being fingered and I felt really nauseous. While on the other hand, I can stare at pics of cocks for hours. Basically my preference seems to be with futas, or chicks with dicks. I noticed that whenever I have a crush on a woman I keep imagining to myself how awesome would be if she did have a dick. Also with the porn I watched, even when I considered myself to be straight, it was always only bj porn. Is there any way for me to find out what my sexuality is right now or do I have to wait until I get laid to see? I'm just worried that if I do try to get laid, I'll end up feeling nauseous again and will back out, which will lead to a very awkward and depressing experience. Also this really is a mindfuck to me, and when that usually happens I always try to solve it.