So I am unsure if I am bi or gay. Right now I am inlove with a boy but I had some crushes on both genders when I was younger. I like to date both genders but I am easily more attracted to men both emotionally and sexually. For women, I can be attracted to them emotionally but it is hard for me to sexualize them. I get turned on by men alot more often than women. A women undressing or having sex doesn't really turn me on but there are rare times that in a certain fetish, they kinda give me boners. Well I can only remember like 2 or 3 times that it happened though. Sometimes I get flustered from receiving compliments from both genders but it depends if who said it. Maybe I think I'm gay because I was inlove with men on the past years and because I get turned on by them more. Or maybe I'm bisexual and thought I was gay just because I am currently inlove with a man. I would love to have a girl friend while I also love to have a relationship with a boy. I think I am more comfortable to be labled as a bisexual but based on my sexual thoughts I might be just gay. Or maybe I'm demisexual towards girls? I really don't know I often get dreams that I am gay while sometimes I dream about being bisexual or even being straight. I just plan on coming out to more of my friends but still unsure of my sexuality.