I'm not one hundred percent sure I like hooking up with girls or guys.. I'd rather a girl at this point but I'm so stressed because I get turned on by only gay porn, but I can't get into it in person n I feel like the more I have the real deal the more Im not goingto like it. But is that denial? Idk if I can be emotionally attracted to a man... I feel no feeling towards guys that way.. just the urge to fuck... I think its rare like its happened twice that I've had a crush on a guy in my life... Inc about to start fucking everything moving to find an answer if I can't settle this I feel like... It will take time because I'd have to have sex with four diff girls n guys ..maybe a year
You may be homosexual, heteroromantic? I have heard of people that identify as asexual because they just can't get into it in person, but do find people aesthetically attractive, and masturbate by themselves. And obviously you can wait and experiment before labeling yourself. For some, they "just know" what they are and have known since they were young, but for others they're unsure until they do some experimentation. Both are totally okay!
Well I also get grossed out usually after a few minutes of thinking of guysm.. first I get turned on but quickly grossed out or disinterested.. This is so confusing, I thought I was a homosexual but now I'm questioning. I feel like there is one or two guys I. Could do things with emotionally but it goes away n comes.back n goes away n its over n over. That's when I think of the two guys