I'm a single mom and I was raised in a very Christian house. I've never really preferrd one gender over the other. Once I turned 18 and started hanging out with my boyfriend he introduced me to many gay and bi people... it was completely foreign until then. At 19 I had sex with a girl for the first time and thoroughly enjoyed it. Since then I've been with only guys. I've started to find sex really dull... I miss the spark, the lust, and passion, the thrill of what if my family finds out. When I was with her it was like this force drawing you together, like you needed to be closer and yet even that wasn't close enough. I don't know... maybe it's just the memory of a fling that turned me on. Any ideas?