Please bare with me, it's Sunday night downer time. I've started my coming out journey, which seems to be going as well as can be expected, however for the past few weeks, I've noticed that I may have a feminine side. Not in everyday life, I'm pretty sure I'm straight acting and not prissy or camp, no one has ever commented so, though a few have assumed I was gay, which after years of denial, I have finally admitted. I have these thoughts and feelings and dreams where I am wearing lingerie and stockings for a man and the thoughts really turn me on, I don't think I'm trans, I don't want to be a woman, is this a common thing in the gay man's world? And is it accepted or would I be viewed as a freak or a queen?