Hello I would like to introduce myself. Most of my life I have denied my sexual orientation, that is until recently when I watched the movie Love Simon on the plane home from a business trip. Oh yes I have always known about my interests and crushes on the same sex but I compartmentalized it as just one small part of my life. But as I look back on it, in high school I was Simon the character in the movie before he ever came out. I have been living this double life for years and as much as I try to stop it's like pushing a beech ball under water as it always comes up to the surface at some point. And then I start my gay cravings all over again. So recently, I have admitted to myself that I am gay. I have also began taking herbal estrogen supplements to have a more feminzed body. I'm not sure how that's going to go but if it makes me look younger and hotter I'm all for it. So it's nice to have found this site to take another step in my life as a gay guy.
