My above reply was for Choirboy
Wow, such a similar story! More "less unique" I feel, the better. Thank you so much for sharing that with me.
Tks everyone for your support.
No. Feeling somewhat guilty for not being honest to myself earlier.
So here I am, out at 50, Just shy of 25 yrs married to my wife. Three beautiful kids, 16, 17, 20. So many feelings.............. My journey...