Wow, OP, I'm very comforted to have read your post. I'm in a very similar situation and it just helps knowing there is another out there working...
Hi all, I want to know if any gay bottoms out there feel like this. I feel attracted to men sometimes. But I don't feel attracted in my...
I have to a degree, although I totally disagree with doctors being comfortable with it. I'm much more open now though, than I was then. (I mean...
Hello all, I read something the other day and it's got my mind spinning. It's about the sexual dysfunction a bad circumcision can cause....
Hey FJS, Wow, you're reading my mind. Boobs. Asses. Feminine curves. Eyes and hair. All catch my eye. I'm 46 and very confused about...
I'm going to hop in here and say, I have the same experiences! It's maddening! I'm male and have had a really hard time with this switch. I...
Thanks people. I had a good conversation with him for about an hour and a half. Little things that he said, almost offhand, gave me things to...
I've been through a lot of religions. Grew up Catholic. Was born-again evangelical in middle and high school. Went agnostic in college,...
Being one that spends waaaaay too much time in my head, I can relate to the confusion. The only fix to that is to get quiet. Find something that...
Hello all, Tomorrow night I'm meeting with a friend of a friend. He is gay. I've avoided gay men all my life. Too scary to be near them....
Hi all, I haven't posted in awhile. A couple of weeks anyway, which is out of the ordinary. December 3rd of last year was the first time I...
I'm on the fence about where I am with sexuality. I'm in the midst of some really intense soul searching. What I've seen in myself, which may...
I hit a point yesterday I wanted to die. The feelings and confusion were so big I got to that point. It didn't last long. I saw that...
I'm using EC as my online journal these days. It helps me to know that some of what I experience resonates with others. I just want to write...
Let the anger pass, and let love in. Love for you and love for others. Then explore and see where you fall. I like this advice. Letting go of...
Thanks WE, You've posted before to my threads and I appreciate it. All of this is really moving and changing for me. Today life surprised...
If I hit post, I guess I'm angry enough. I've avoided gay people my whole life. I'm in my 40s. I've had problems being around some of my...
At the moment, I'm on edge. I texted D yesterday after working through some really hard feelings. She got back to me today and it was good....
Your post gives me hope. I'm still mired in confusion. About all I know is that I'm not able to have orgasms thinking about or being with women....
Thanks WE, That was very helpful. It just makes my conviction stronger to figure myself out and be honest. With myself first, which at this...