I wish I could say something to make you feel better. I can relate to you feeling tired, alone, depressed, and suicidal. I still carry these...
It's hard to not be embarrassed and ashamed of myself because I remember what the people I know say about gays in the past. After posting this...
Hi, I never had the courage to post on here until now because I felt embarrassed and ashamed. I don't expect many people to read this anyway....