Thanks. I do anticipate a good response, I think the nerves, and they are huge, have ate in 2 days, but I think it's really just still can't...
So not ferfeel the pride. I realise my bro doesn't live or die to answer my email but am on pins and needles, literally sick to my stomach, did I...
So I did it. I emailed my story to my step brother. I wrote and rewrote a dozen times. Still can't believe I hit send....not sure if this is the...
You all rock. Thanks for comments, feels almost like sitting in a therapy group. All onosame wave length. Have a great week.
Well I guess if someone finds me here, they are here for a reason and perhaps an opportunity, rather than a risk. I had and urge to tell my...
Of course premature, I guess profile pics need moderated. Eventually this post may make sense!!
Since I was 20, have used online for interaction. I never post a pic, part of my paranoia, being outed, noticed, recognized. Delete my browser...
Coming out. I have taken years to admit to myself. Being military, conservative, blah blah...I was shamed in my pull. Retiring in St Louis,...
I think the sexual desire is just stronger than our programming. I guess that's why for me it all started with massage. I was shocked the first...
Not sure about interesting but my story is on here, when I introduced myself. I think you can search by profile name my posts. Would link it but...
No, not out to my wife. Second marriage actually...long story, too long for here. Sum it up to the fact I only came out to myself fully after...
I understand many positions in this thread. For men, typically forming relationships is difficult. In my view I was programmed that way. Men lead,...
Appreciate the advice. I have not directly appologized, we live states apart and it's a hit more complicated than just this one issue. We did...
You know, statistics don't lie. I was the most homophobic person growing up. My own step bother is openly out and very active in gay community and...
Wow, you hit that dead on. My life history, since 18. Then it was email, or payphones from listings on the back page of City activity magazines...
Sorry Craigslist. I was able to be selective, anonymous. Hide in plain sight
Same bed. Rare to have intamcy. She often asks and I claim to be tired. If I do "perform" to maintain the illusion, I surely have to picture a man...
I gave gave been hiding a long time...40 years? I am pretty anal about browsing practices. If using Android there is a locker app that installs...
I rarely share, but resonate with this thread. Closeted and married, I honestly am lost since the closure of CL. I have always only been attracted...
I see truth in each of these posts. Guilt is a beast. My lie is a bit different. I never knew I was gay. I always knew I was hetero. Insisted on...
