I felt that when you said how some still find women attractive in public. Because that's me. They are all I still look at in public. But when I...
Sounds like you had a good time. I only had sex a few times when me and my friend were teenagers what now feels like decades ago. I know I loved...
I was definitely aroused and loved it. A couple times, I would dream about same sex things and wake up VERY aroused. I think as you have said, a...
To be honest, all I was doing was hiding behind OCD. That was my form of denial. And yes, during all of that time, I had same sex thoughts that I...
What you say does make sense! Sometimes when I see two guys dating, I feel the same as you. My uncle is gay and I just recently saw him. There was...
Honestly growing up, I had HUGE crushes on girls and never guys. But looking back now, I think sexually wise I never really felt anything for...
Yup. The whole whatever attraction I had towards women fade once I really admitted to myself that I am gay happened for sure.
The whole shaking thing will probably happen when I mention it to my uncle so I feel you on that. And like you, I feel no shame in being gay. I...
It definitely does. First I think I will tell my uncle or cousin or both so they can help me a little so I do not have to feel alone. Do not know...
Just wanted to say thanks to the people who have helped me over some posts awhile back. I am now fully out to myself as a gay man! It was a long...
I know exactly how you feel for sure. When I think about it, all my hesitation probably came from how my father will react. The sad thing is, over...
I feel you on that for sure ;)
Yes, but deep down I already knew I was gay. I was just hiding behind it. I also have OCD with other things, but I never actually talk to anyone...
Haha I just saw this post. I think for me I fantasize about being a bottom. When I did things with my friend I enjoyed being bottom. I have never...
That is about the same that happens to me! When I google men in hot bathing suits and other things I get really aroused. Happens all the time now...
For sure! And I know how that feels! No longer denying things and just letting it happen does feel great. I hate saying it but, I feel so much...
Yeah honestly I think a time or two I actually had crushes on girls but sexually, I just did not feel much. Me and my friend when we were both 15...
Definitely sounds like just anxiety and OCD. Whenever I did A LOT of testing I would get a groinal response and I would get very erect and I would...
Everyone here seems to be on the money. You just have extreme OCD and are not actually gay. When I was going through all of my OCD, I was actually...
EXACTLY! What was starting to pretty much know I am gay is when I am trying o masturbate to women I notice right before my mind will quickly...
