Thank you anaisninja and biAnnika for taking the time to reply to my entry. It's been quite a journey..and it's been challenging for BOTH sides. I...
It's been...wow...almost a year, and the butterflies are still there... I have tried to educate myself, control myself and put things into...
Thanks dragonbait and quest2 for your words...I do believe things will get better. I am a true believer in karma. I have nothing but goodness in...
Thanks so much d.t, a.e, h.f. and freddy for taking the time to share your thoughts with me. Funny how the mind works...after weeks of behaving...
She is my exception to the rule. She is also someone I work with who I truly respect and admire. I have been silently dealing with this...
So utterly lost, I am. I have the responsibilities of a family. A loving husband, and an amazing child who loves his daddy to pieces. I . On the...
Thanks Parsley...and to every one of you who have taken the time in sharing advice and experiences in this thread. I was raised to be a factor of...
So... I am back to square 1. This is such an isolating experience...I have been touching base and going on happy hours/dinners with dear...
Thanks browneyedgirl. It's getting to be quite awkward, unfortunately. It feels devastating like a tsunami...one that has ripped me off any...
Thanks for offering hope, Parsley! Today she just dropped by my office, unannounced. I was so focused on my work that I did not even realized...
biAnnika, Dr. WhoFan and Parsley...thanks for your time in sharing your opinion, experiences and thoughtful advice. They offer support to whatever...
in the words of Jane Siberry: "...so take a lesson from the strangeness you feel and know you'll never be the same and find it in your heart to...
Thanks for your words and your empathetic ears/eyes, biAnnika. I am sorry. I am just venting out of SHEER frustration at handling my feelings. She...
Oh boy...am I in trouble. She knows. It seems that I am not that effective at hiding my attraction...especially when I actively avoid her. Now,...
Ok..so therapy and humor have helped a great deal. However, I just cannot help feeling what I am feeling. The issues are the same...not wanting...
Thanks for your sound advice, PurpleCrab. If anything, this experience has granted me with a keen awareness of the inexplicable comfort I used to...
Tightrope, Hopefloats and biAnnika, thank you for taking the time to share your helpful insights with me. I wouldn't do anything that could...
Confessing my attraction? Not a chance! As HopeFloats implied in her message, this is exclusively about me. Unfortunately, I don't have a clue on...
I am straight...or thought I was. She is not. I have a kid, a husband, a mortgage and she probably has someone stable in her life, a dog and a...
