I am still figuring it out. No never had the heart race or anything with a guy but have with girls many times. There seems to be a strong...
Hmm that makes sense. I agree that I may have some form of ocd about this, it doesn’t control my life but it is definitely there. I honestly think...
I wouldn’t say I have full out compulsions, but I definitely do things in the above post. I am bit of a hypochondriac where I think and will worry...
Looking at attractive men or women, or pictures of them, or reading sexually oriented literature or pornography (hetero- or homosexual), to see if...
That’s interesting. Well when you say you were thinking about guys’ butts, I am not thinking about that when I am having sex with my girlfriend....
Like today, I was watching a video on YouTube with a girl talking, I creeped her Instagram, saw her butt in a bikini and it instantly got me hard...
Yes that definitely makes sense. I’m glad you were able to work past that to where you are today. For the conditioned response you say you had,...
I know for sure I have at least a little bit of attraction to girls as I have in the past been attracted to lots that I have met (especially when...
Thanks for the reply contented. I have seen your posts and I think you seem a lot like me (before you knew you were gay). What I find tough right...
Thanks for your detailed answer Chip. I had tried that when I had that guy over (or at least to the best of my ability l) but I could not get...
Yes I did an online one when we messaged for about a month. Didn’t really help too much but made me realize that most of my fears of being...
I am a 27 y/o male who has been questioning my sexuality for 11 years. I have a beautiful girlfriend who I love spending time with, sex is ok, and...
Hey man, Welcome to EC! I can’t offer much insight, just that I currently have the exact same situation pretty much to a T. I have always been...
I would say to a mild extent yes, but nothing major. I am a bit of a hypochondriac with illnesses, etc, but it normally goes away. Are you...
I’ve also read articles about “signs your husband is gay” and compared the signs in the article to how I was in past relationships with women and...
Yes I agree with your statement. However with how much I am turned on by the fantasy of having sex with a man, I think there has got to be some...
So even though I couldn’t get turned on, I think there might be some attraction there even though I didn’t feel it in that experience. When I...
Ya I agree. I think it’s that as a kid I was always scared of being gay, as people would tease everyone. So I really tried to not be and maybe...
That makes sense and all, but without porn 9/10 masturbation fantasies for me are women and I will have dreams about sex with women. Porn will be...
If you watch 2 people having sex, and it really turns you on and turns you on every time no matter what... How wouldn’t this be an indicator of...
