Yea I've been through the pining process before and I don't want to go through it again. It's healthier to realise earlier on that nothing...
Well I'm already friends with him, so I definitely see myself as a friend as well.
Ok so I've got really strong feelings for a guy (I'll refer to him as C) in my theatre company that I've been a part of for just over 2 months. He...
I guess there's a probability a me being a bisexual homoromantic though. I definitely have no feelings whatsoever to girls.
I did for a time quite a few years ago and I do a bit now after many years of pure gay. Though for now it feels more of an annoying obsession (a...
I'm beginning to lose the 'will' to be gay. It's like I WANT to be straight now. It's like I know it's right or something. But then I'm having...
I don't even know if it's OCD... It's just seems like I'm really straight or something.
Update - So when I was younger, I would think of the female body and maybe doing things with it, but apparently I convinced myself I was gay. I've...
I've been diagnosed with a serious case before. I came off medication after being stable for some time. I guess it's back again.
Just asking, is it possible to suddenly drop a few levels in the Cass ID model?
I've definitely gone through all the steps of the Cass Identity Model when it comes to my gay self. It's just the new (well this is a relapse...
I'm even starting to doubt my past history, meaning I don't have much of a source to pool in. I have nothing to back me up as such, so I'm kinda...
Ok so an update on the situation: Ok so my mental illnesses (depression, anxiety, OCD) faded away for a few months, so I bid farewell to the...
I keep asking myself 'what if' and putting myself in scenarios and stuff when it come to some girls. Because I always hang out with girls, I've...
Ive been feeling 'straighter' for some bizarre reason. It's as if I've convinced myself that straight. What happened to the certainty I had years...
So here's a little update. I've been starting to feel like he is 'something of the past' in a way. I feel this huge distance between us and I'm...
So I've gone a week or two certain that I was gay. Completely gay. But suddenly I get doubts again. It's always like that - a month or so of...
Hmm maybe, but I have somehow convinced myself I am straight! And that will simply not do!
I'm already a sufferer of OCD and anxiety/panic attacks. I already have professional help for that.
For some reason I'm back in the situation where something in me has convinced me that I'm straight. It's just causing my anxiety to peak and I...
