I feel that i've in a way ruined my own life by not coming to this conclusion earlier. I can only imagine how much more difficult it would be with...
Yes this is very much it. I too feel lost. I can also feel the freedom in being lost. I suppose i am at an early stage of this unravelling. I...
Even though i've realised i'm carrying a bag of hammers i'm finding it very difficult to let them go.
I agree with NB. I think i've said before that I don't trust my feelings at all at the moment. I do have a sense that what i'm feeling is much...
I'm going through something similar. I have come to accept that I need to explore my sexuality further, and all the rest of it will fall into...
This is interesting. It does sound like you may well be bisexual. From what you've said before your sex life with your wife was good and...
Greatwhale, I feel that i may be one of these men-children. In fact I think that this is a part of the reason that I wasn't able to face my...
It's a profoundly sad feeling. I don't know if i've experienced anything like it before.
I also have some similar feelings.
Thanks GW
Thanks for your responses. I think it has something to do with my perceived notion of what masculinity should be. And being gay doesn't fit with...
As I move more and more along the process of accepting myself as a gay man, I am becoming overwhelmed with feelings of grief and loss for my...
It's brought a certain clarity that i had been sorely looking for. It has given me some solid footing and confidence that i am moving in the right...
I had watched gay porn before. I had never allowed myself to fully enjoy it (it seems). It was like a switch went off in my head and things just...
Over the last few weeks I have been really struggling with everything. I had a very strong feeling that i was blocking myself. Then over the...
It's a horrible place to be. The worst part for me is not being able to trust my own feelings. The sense that what i may be feeling towards my ex...
NB, This sounds like a good move. I'm in a similar place, without the wife! I hope it goes well it's not easy. I'm sure you're also going to go...
Thanks for your responses. All helpful. I just had a session with my therapist. She feels that i have stuff to deal with that i should focus on...
I'm really struggling with moving forward. I feel that i am deeply blocking my sexuality and it's very painful. I've read here that you don't...
It could be seen as weird that you are keeping her out of your "psychodrama". She is your wife and you should be able to tell her. She needs to...
