I didn’t see the “I’m still trying to figure it out” option.
I’m in my mid-40s. I’ve had gay “feelings” as far back as I remember. I worked hard to repress those, and managed to convince myself of being...
To the original point, I am a runner. I’ve gained significant weight during Covid. I’m working on that. I’m working on the motivation to get back...
This is something I’m working on thru exercise and meditation, with some success. Has it helped a bit with figuring out my sexuality? Maybe?
As I’m working thru trying to understand myself, I find this thread striking because I think “numb” is a fairly apt description of myself.
Geebus. Sorry for the delayed response. Sometimes I am fully aroused by women, other times I am not. I have fantasized about men while having sex...
That pretty much encompasses my thoughts as well.
I made my first post here during a weeks-long period where I was 100% certain I was gay. In a matter of 24 hours, I changed to feeling 100%...
Thank you for the welcome!
Thank you, DecentOne. The LGBT Later in Life forum is the one I’ve mostly read for the past few years off and on prior to joining this site.
Ahhh... the gay dreams. I have those as well. For a few days afterward, at least, I feel 100 percent gay when they happen.
Good morning, in SoCal time anyway. I am going to try to give a quick synopsis as I think I’ve read nearly identical stories to mine a lot of...