@CharlieLuca No, it isn't possible for me to change therapists and there are no support groups. I said I think about killing myself every day,...
So it's been a hot minute since I last posted. A lot has happened since, I tried going through the official system to have my gender reassigned,...
I knew something was off about me when I was 4 years old, but I had no words with which to describe what I felt, I just knew that my body felt...
Why does it hurt so much more when I try to ignore it?
I either dream about living as a woman or transitioning into one all the time. Pretty much every time I go to sleep. You gave so few details about...
I used to have low T, fixing it changed nothing for me. Still wanted to be a woman. I used to have a massively lacking sex drive too, it was...
Feeling tired and dead inside. It's hopeless, I will never be me. The guidelines of the local Gender Identity Clinic are straight from the dark...
I had 2 dreams, in the first dream I was being chased around by a self-proclaimed rapist, no matter what I did, he just kept popping right back...
Thank you, Beth, your support is greatly appreciated. Sadly I don't have any friends I could come out to. I have a strange relationship to female...
So, in my last post I thought I could just live out my life as a feminine man. What a fucking joke. I'm sure you're all familiar with the 5 stages...
Granted, but this comes about through achieving ego death, and now you have to re-think your life. I wish I could see my therapist right now.
My dress arrived, it doesn't quite fit me, but I don't care! I LOVE IT. I don't think I've ever been happier my entire life. I've been all smiles,...
Yeah, someone mentioned this comic to me and oh my goodness, it's just too real. I feel targeted. I am talking about that whole story that starts...
I woke up one night, just feeling wrong in my bones, I hesitate to use the word, but I guess I was feeling dysphoric. I got up to browse some...
I hadn't taken my medication in a long while, so my emotions were all over the place. It was wonderful, I felt really alive, but I was also being...
I had been off my medication for over a month, took it yesterday, and now I'm feeling sad because all of my zest is gone. I feel like I'm a better...
Granted, but now people won't stop pestering you about grooming tips & tricks. I wish I could wake up each morning perfectly rested.
Would I rather have a houseful of free bacon or live in a house that tears at my flesh and moves my furniture around? Yeah I'll take the meat...
Then you're a biromantic heterosexual male. This too is normal. Romantic and sexual orientations can be separate and it's possible for someone to...
If you're attracted both to men and women, then by definition you're not gay but bisexual. When I was younger I had periods where I struggled with...