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Will never break out of the cycle of denial.

Discussion in 'LGBT Later in Life' started by Searching2022, Dec 5, 2022.

  1. Enzo46

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    Agreed. Hopefully now that you realise how marvellous it feels to accept this there will be no cause to revert to denial. Wishing you the best of luck!
     
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    Right now I have this feeling of losing control and surrender, yet it feels more freeing. It's a weird thing to feel all at once. Also I know deep inside that denial will 'lose'
     
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    Surrendering to your gay passions will serve to liberate you from the thought of losing control. Quite frankly finally overcoming the denial frees you in many ways. The act of surrendering to your gay side quite frankly is the catalyst to making the lifestyle changes you desire. The freedom to embrace being 100 % gay without reservation is incredible.
    Keep moving towards your personal liberation.
     
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    the losing control feels both good and scary - its like I am letting go of the repression that was trying to control my sexual urges.