I have finally come to accept something big. I think I am gay. I have countless fantasies, written many stories, and feel it makes sense. Peace and Love
Awesome that you've come to an understanding that feels right for you. How are you taking it? What's going on in your head? What's happening emotionally?
I am a little confused still. I love the idea, but at the same time I am not sure if I am playing a mind game or if it is real.
I have always had a hard time sticking to something. Usually what I want to do I get talked out of. Part of me that thinks I am, and I am totally comfortable with it, is wishing I were the girl in a porn making the guy happy. I am a hard case
It does go a lot deeper than that. I was searching for underwear online and was really turned on when I could see a bulge. I also started writing LGBTQ fantasies.
That is about the same that happens to me! When I google men in hot bathing suits and other things I get really aroused. Happens all the time now that I accepted myself.