Hi guys, i just want to say that ive been feeling very well these past few days, im not testing so much when i masturbate, and even if i do i stop right after bc i feel gross. Intrusive thoughs sometimes appears but im dealing with it. Im really thinking that meds are helping me, maube the true thing is live with the uncertain, is very hard to deal with that but im trying. I wont say im not afraid of the future, of not knowing what will happen, maube thats how it should be, im afraid of my experiences with woman but i have to do it. The only thing i wish i could know is if the feelings that i used to feel when testing, and maybe sometimes feels too, is bc o my brain being hijacked? Is this true? Can this be accurate, or this is somethinf different, maybe anxiety driven, or only arousal maybe. I dont know if this is something you guys know, but i see a lot of ppl on reddit foruns about ocd about sexual orientation talking that they are getting aroused by the thoughs, and feeling something, just like me. And i dont really know what it is. Thank you so much guys.
hey man. ocd can manifest physically. with or without ocd exposing yourself and testing over and over will eventually give anyone a reaction. it doesn’t mean anything bro. also stay off reddit! haha
Yeah now i understand that, im starting to notice how ocd works, and i hope sson i can stop with all the compsions. Thank you so much! Yes, i am very glad now, i k ow i still had somethings to resolve, and like any other ocd at some point it will appears, so im trying to deal with that, trying to deal with porn and everything, but yeah the meds are making easier i think.
