6 Months Update (OCD Recovery, Shame, etc.!)

Yes it is offensive the same as any ethnic slur would be and you should find a different way of saying it rather than using a deliberate slam on an entire segment of population. Even better would be for everyone to boycott anything using such slams.

https://intoomanywords.com/2017/12/05/why-trap-is-a-bad-term/

 

Yes im seeing a psychiatrist and taking two meds now, the second one i just started using. It will help me with the compulsions.

Oh, so sorry for that, at the moment i was so stressed that i couldnt think of any other name to describe it, so sorry about that. I didnt want to offend someome here ):.

And i know its very wrong to say this, i will try to found another way to describe it. Again, so sorry for that slur, i didnt want to offend anyone, is just that the only way i found this kind of hentai is writting this word. But ill stop saying this. Thank you for being kind quietpeace and thank you for making me understand.

 

Thank you for being understanding, many people do not care and some even seem to enjoy marginalizing already marginalized people.

 

I had an dream about my brother.We had sex and know iam at this state that iam maybe gay.Suddenly gaydreams are my maindreams.It feels so real.I started to test myself when i woke up again and felt something on my groinal and i started to masturbate again to gayporn.Not any kind of sexual stimulance.I wish i can find an answer to that.Like an letter where someone says me the real answer

 

I already had dreams about sex with men too, but dreams doesnt mean much, yesterday i had a dream where i was a father of 3 children with a beautiful woman and i let one of the babies fell of my arms and the baby died ):

You know what im mean? I really think that dreams relate to our daily worries. So you think a lot about this, you dream a lot about this.

Yeah o would like too if have some letters that can officialy answer my questions, one of them being if anxiety cause arousal, since most of the times when i test myself, i have some sort of arousal.

 

Thank you for that article. I love learning things from you!

 

The answer is that is OCD. Your dreams do not determine your orientation, who you are attracted to while awake and going through life is. The fact that you have no sexual feelings when trying to force yourself to think about men shows that you are straight. Therapy and sometimes medications are needed to address the OCD, testing yourself is not going to help at all.

 

Thank you so much, that makes me feel really good. I know that I can come across very abrasive at times, I am happy when I can be helpful.