So, I posted a thread about a week and a half ago saying I might be bisexual but the more I acknowledge my feelings and as everyday passes I’ve slowly realize where my feelings are. I can honestly say I feel different. It’s a good different, but at the same time I still am scared of what the future holds and still have anxiety about it... This is just a thread for getting some things off my mind that’s all.
I think just about everyone who isn't straight has been there. And yes, it is scary. Just know that's part of the process. As we process any loss (in this case, loss of being straight) there are stages, (denial-anger-bargaining-depression-acceptance) that we go through. It can take minutes or months or longer... and isn't necessarily sequential. But understanding this process can be a huge help. Just give yourself time and patience. And the more you talk about what's going on for you, the easier it is.
There is no question what you are experiencing is both scary and exhilarating at the same time. As your same sex attraction grows it will become easier to acknowledge it and that leads to acceptance. As Chip indicates give yourself the time and space to come to terms with this dynamic shift in who you are and what you desire.