So last night I had my first kiss with a woman after recently starting to come out. It made me think about all the wondering if I am actually gay I’ve been doing over the last year or so. It felt so incredibly right and I didn’t want to stop. I’m still a little scared of anything further, although excited so I’m sure when it happens the right person will understand. I’m buzzing a little right now so wanted to share lol.
It certainly sounds like you are, or at the very least, not straight. Congrats on starting your coming out journey; I hope it goes smoothly and is filled with many wonderful experiences. Exploration is such a key part of life, and exploring one's sexuality is no different. Give yourself all the time you need.
Boy, I really relate with the wondering "Am I really gay" without having any experiences with a woman. I am struggling with that myself right now.
Yay happy for you Goya! Thats a good feeling im sure ,just dont stop this happiness keep doing it. Embrace it i know it can be overwhelming and new but as u said when it feels right darn right dont stop yourself just go and enjoy more
Aw I know it can feel confusing. If it helps it definitly wasn’t a mistake for me. So worth exploring. I hope you can get some comfort soon
You’ve taken the first tentative steps on what can be a very confusing but very rewarding journey. It took me many many years to discover the real me that I had probably been hiding even from myself. Sometimes it can be much more straightforward. Whatever route the journey takes you and however long it takes I hope happiness is waiting for you.
