Hi! I'm a new member. Heewon is my real name. I'm a lesbian and a cisgender meaning I am physically and psychologically a woman. I have loved straight women in past. It hurt me really bad. I could date available lesbian or bi women. But, I always seem to fall really hard for straight women. There is a negative connotation when it comes to straight women because they are confusing and leads to heartbreak which I went through numerous times. Everyone's straight until they are not. I am currently in love with a straight woman and she has boyfriend. It hurt, but I am going to face the situation like a grown-up. Wish me luck