Hey creative! So, in my understanding, you just came to a conclusion regarding your orientation, correct? That's amazing! Congratulations on your self-discovery! How are you feeling about it?
It is still early. The discovery process may be tough, and it takes some time to get used to it even after you come out to yourself. However, rest assured you hair took a huge step forward - be proud of yourself! In time, things will slowly settle down and feel more natural. You will see. And, of course, we are here for you if you need!
Rant, gripe, question, complain, and everything else here at EC. We are all on the same ship in life.