So as I’ve been going through this sexuality journey sometimes if I’ve wondered if my same sex experiences and desires weren’t just for the thrill of it. For example, going to a bath house, or using ###### behind my wife’s back, or cross dressing. These things certainly excite me or stimulate me but I’m just wondering if anybody else had these experiences where in the beginning it was fun and exciting and part of the rush was hiding it and being sneaky vs actual desire?
Really great question Stellardan. I felt pretty sexually repressed in a past relationship and there was definitely a rush to act out. Things from watching porn to wanting to hire an escort when she was gone. I'm just now coming out of that relationship, but I'm really curious to see if that kind of stuff shifts into desire or stalls out. Thanks for the interesting perspective. I'll have to follow up!