I know this is a stupid question. One that cant be answered. But when does it get better? Im sick of feeling like this, im so tired. I am making an effort but theres just so many things going wrong that its like the world is just telling me to give up. Life isnt worth feeling like this all the time. I know people say it gets better, but how do you put up with the years of torment in the hope that something MIGHT happen?
I think that it gets better in waves. There are times when you'll have good days and bad days. Sometimes the bad days last for longer than just a day or two. But they get better. Living gets easier. I don't know how or why.
Everything! Life in general, sexuality, career. I just feels like everything is falling apart. Im trying to hold it all together but theres just so much going wrong that its impossible. I think ive experienced this. Waves of feelimg ol then feeling miserable. But is that it? Thats as good as it gets? For the rest of my life im going to be miserable with some waves of feeling ok?
I get that. I know how hard it is to live like that, but you got to hold onto the hope that it will get better. I'm not sure when, but it will. And until then, you gotta keep hoping for and enjoying the good days.
