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Update on my life

Discussion in 'Family, Friends, and Relationships' started by Jackie Ray, May 2, 2018.

  1. Jackie Ray

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    Hey all, Ive been away for a while, working stuff out. My love life is non-existent but at least its worked out. The BDSM guy realized I was scared and backed out of our meet-up. I was just too submissive to play the "daddy" role, he could see it.

    I met another guy and I got very hopeful, but after an extremely awkward, ill-conceived, mutual wank session at his house, we agreed to just be friends. He actually identifies as straight but had an open mind to try some gay stuff, it wasnt for him so we agreed to be friends and we've been talking and hanging out. Its nice to have a new friend outside my immediate circle. I love having a straight friend he makes me feel so interesting, when he asks me what its like to be gay, and listens to my experiences.

    Im back in with my close friends too, the entire time I thought they were treating me differently; when in fact I had changed but could see it through my intense grief for my mom. I was having violent mood swings, crying like a baby and snapping at my friends and co-workers. Thank god for one of my clients, she sat me down and told me how I had changed and talked it out with me, you gotta love small town people. I still havent been penetrated by a guy since last year and Im getting crazy with lust, hopefully soon.

    Kyle and Shane are dating.......again :slight_smile: they do this every few years, date and break up.

    I had a small relapse with pills :frowning2: but Im okay now :slight_smile:

    Whats everyone been up too?
     
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    Welcome back :slight_smile:

    It's great to hear you and your friends get along again. You'll find a guy to be with for sure - you seem like a really nice person from the posts of yours I've read.

    I've mostly just been doing school stuff - the semester is finally over Friday. My sister unexpectedly came out to me not long ago too so that's new. Not gonna lie, it's pretty uncomfortable and kind of upsetting hearing her talk about her desires and experiences. It puts me into protective big brother mode thinking 'that boy did what with you! You're only 14, go watch cartoons and stop growing up so fast!' I know I can't say that though, she needs support and to feel safe talking about it with someone - so I'll deal with it.
     
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    She came out to you, are you both gay? That's actually really interesting, I don't know any gay siblings. My best is gay and his sister is straight but I think he wishes she was asexual,. He, I, and our two other friends are protective of her. I know what you mean, she's like everyone's sister and we don't like boys touching her.
     
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    Hey, Jackie Ray, have you and your fellow barbers sorted out that new barber guy?
     
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    Yea, she thinks she's either lesbian or bisexual. She's adopted though so she doesn't share gay genes with me or whatever causes it.
     
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    Yeah he's cool now, thanks for asking.
     
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    "Gay genes" lol, at least she has you to help with her transition.
     
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