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Emotionally done

Discussion in 'General Support and Advice' started by phoenix89, Apr 24, 2018.

  1. phoenix89

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    I am so emotionally exhausted that I feel like I just can't anymore. I can't convince myself to get up so I am late to work a lot. When I am at work I am not really preforming like I should either. Its hard to convince myself to come back from break too. Plus when I get home I will just sit in my car in my driveway for over an hour sometimes.

    I know I'm about to "start" but even then I'm tired. I am physically sick and emotionally exhausted.

    I have diabetes, asthma, high blood pressure, osteoarthritis, an overactive thyroid. The doctors do not know what is causing the thyroid issues either, plus major depressive disorder and anxiety. I had four appointments last week too.

    I just need to harp. It is hard living alone, getting divorced, trying to take care of myself and work. It is juat so frustrating and lonely
     
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    I’m so sorry you are feeling this way. If I were near you I’d give you a hug.
     
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    Sorry to hear this, too, Phoenix. You must persist with getting good health advice and treatment.
     
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    Thanks. It is just so frustrating and exhausting not having the energy to do what I need to do. I feel like I am just going back and forth with doctors all the time